Takde kisah pun sebenarnya. Hari-hari yang dilalui sama je bangu, pergi hospital, balik lambat, study sikit, penat, then tido. Nak final exam dah. Risau jugak ni. Tapi takpe inshaAllah boleh. Lagipun fourth year rasanya semua akan lepas sebab Professional exam tahun depan masa final year.
Sebenarnya saya rindu la jugak kat someone. Aishh. Rindu tak bertempat orang kata. Dah la dengan homesick tambah pulak dengan personsick. I put all the blame on me la of course. Sape suruh tak pandai handle perasaan. Sape suruh terhegeh-hegeh sangat. I bet it is one of the learning process. Mana pernah nak alami benda macam ni, sekali alami perit kaw-kaw. Need to sacrifice friendship jugak la. Maybe later bila everything get back to normal, boleh kot nak berkawan (if that person want it too). Kesian jugak sebab on and off benda ni tapi takda cara lain dah U_U He is so nice, but me yeah you know (refer to the above).
I fikir jugak, kalau still teruskan kawan nanti I timbulkan masalah, syak wasangka all those crappy stuffs. Baik tak payah. He hurts, I'm hurt. By the way, I ni mulut laser jugak la. I keep on regretting what I've told that day. So stupid kan. Apesal la tak diam je and walk away. There is a saying, 'If you can't be good then be silent' Sobss.
Reminder of the day, be nice to everyone, if it hurts then be silent.
Sebenarnya saya rindu la jugak kat someone. Aishh. Rindu tak bertempat orang kata. Dah la dengan homesick tambah pulak dengan personsick. I put all the blame on me la of course. Sape suruh tak pandai handle perasaan. Sape suruh terhegeh-hegeh sangat. I bet it is one of the learning process. Mana pernah nak alami benda macam ni, sekali alami perit kaw-kaw. Need to sacrifice friendship jugak la. Maybe later bila everything get back to normal, boleh kot nak berkawan (if that person want it too). Kesian jugak sebab on and off benda ni tapi takda cara lain dah U_U He is so nice, but me yeah you know (refer to the above).
I fikir jugak, kalau still teruskan kawan nanti I timbulkan masalah, syak wasangka all those crappy stuffs. Baik tak payah. He hurts, I'm hurt. By the way, I ni mulut laser jugak la. I keep on regretting what I've told that day. So stupid kan. Apesal la tak diam je and walk away. There is a saying, 'If you can't be good then be silent' Sobss.
Reminder of the day, be nice to everyone, if it hurts then be silent.
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