노래방

Lets sing this song out loud. 

Break even

It hurts my pride, it hurts my feeling, it hurts my body, it hurts my soul. It hurts me the most. 

BAD DAY

Saya rasa budak-budak kat Primary Care Centre tu je yang menceriakan hari ni. Yela hari ni kan Immunization Day. Macam-macam perangai boleh tengok. Alahai comel sangat mereka ni :)

Hari ni saya sedih. Sedih sangat. Takpe la awak taknak kawan saya lagi. Saya tau awak gembira sebab awak ada ramai lagi kawan lain. Kawan-kawan awak sayang awak. And more importantly someone whom u care and love pun ada dengan awak. Saya tak penting pun. Tu pasal la awak ignore saya. Sedihnya. Tapi saya tak boleh nak paksa orang. Kalau awak baca (which saya tau awak baca), SAYA NAK MINTA MAAF. SAYA TAU BENDA SEMALAM TU MACAM EXTREME SIKIT. SORRY IS THE BEST WORD I COULD USE AND SAY TO U. Tapi awak pernah cakap yang awak tak pernah nak marah or nak sentap dengan saya. Baguslah. Maybe saya ni tak worth untuk awak marah or sentap. 

Lastly, be happy, jaga kesihatan, jaga diri elok-elok, makan makanan berkhasiat, hormat parents, abang-abang dan sedara-mara, and all the best in life. One more thing, don't force yourself if you really don't want to. Your silence makes a thousand thought inside my brain. 

WHAT IS LOVE ?

I don't know the exact answer but for me love is when you can feel something with your heart, and your soul. Love is everything, ALLAH, family, friends, pets, nature, etc. You can't live without love. 

Cewahh kemain tulis gini. Bila doktor Vinod tanya semua diam. Heee. Love can hurt you the most you know. Lepas ni nak jawab dekat doktor Vinod camtu. Ah malas nak cerita panjang-panjang. Takde idea actually. 

Just remember... every broken heart can be healed, and every tear can dry. Never lose hope, keep holding on. 

The Stuff - Lisse Lindh

when a man loves a woman, he gets to her, into her and onto her
when a man loves a woman, he knows just what to do
when a man loves a woman, he treats her good, he touches her and tells her things
when a man loves a woman, he knows just what to do
give me the loving, give me the feeling, give me the touch
give me the movement, give me the sorrow, give me the stuff
when a man loves a woman, he breaks her down he steals her lust and wears her out
when a man loves a woman, he knows just what to do
when a man loves a woman, he beats her up, abuses her and breaks her heart
when a man loves a woman, he knows just what to do
give me the loving, give me the feeling, give me the touch
give me the movement, give me the sorrow, give me the stuff

The lyric is psycho (I guess) but I love the rhythm. Heee. Maybe I'm in Psycho posting now, so I tend to interpret things in a psychotic way (what???). Haha. Why would you want to beat her, abuse her and break her heart if you like her? Such a bizzare way of loving someone. Well, I don't know how it goes but abusive love definitely a NO NO to me. 

Hujung minggu yang berpoya-poya

Al maklum la lepas EOP dok berjimba tak hengat dunia. Semalam pergi tengok Breaking Dawn 2. Sebenarnya bukan peminat setia twilight tapi tengok jugak sebab kawan ajak. Haaa hamek kau terus demam cite tu pastu balik rumah dok feeling-feeling sedih, nak nangis sebab cite tu dah habis. OST dia toksah habaq la cheesy wedges and sweet sampai boleh kena diabetes. Kalau sapa-sapa nak kawen tu boleh la buat guna tema lagu ni. Heeee XD

Tukaq sikit lyric tapi tak banyak pun. Still sedap and more sedap i think. I'm on team Edward la of course tapi Jacob pun i suka jugak. I suka jugak Emmett, Jasper, and Alice jugak. Aihh banyak sangat dok suka ni. Lepas tu pergi pulak Mantri Mall teman kawan beli langsir. Balik rumah dok layan movies banyak gilos. Bila masa nak setadi pun taktau. 

suka sangat part : 

How can I love when I'm afraid to fall 

cewah bajet nak stay strong till the end. Stay strong ape, obstacle pun takde. Hahaha. For the future I guess, lemme be strong. Boleh la nyanyi lagu ni sampai nausea :D

Post EOP exam syndrome

EOP stands for End Of Posting. So both my postings dah habeh uolss. Semoga markah okay sajaaa especially my Orthopedics la of course. Tolong la tak menjiwai sungguh. Dulu time 2nd year Pathology bole tahan je lagi belajar all those pathological joints and bones. Ya Allah.. tolong hamba mu iniii. And tadi tiba-tiba ada lagi 1 short case emergency medicine kena buat. Doctor suruh buat esok tapi semua nak buat harini. Kemain confident kan. heee. Saya dapat kes head injury budak umur 2 taun. Okay la not bad. cewah padahal Glasgow Coma Scale terlupa pulak. 

Lepas ni posting Psychiatry. Hip hip hoooraaayyy!!! haha takde la nak hooray sangat sebab nanti amek kes dok tanya-tanya macam polis. Sampai I got confused which questions should I ask first haaa? Kena pergi Spandana Rehab Centre, masuk OPD, ikut ward round if ada patient dekat hospital tu, etc.

Actually tak tidur lagi dari semalam. But now I nak tengok cerita hindustan ni :

Tengok-tengok cek ter-miss copy pulak. haaa ape ni :( maka tengok cite Salam Namaste dulu la ye. Tak sabar pulak nak tengok filem baru Shah Rukh Khan. Dah la duduk di bumi tempe, layan SRK lagi tuuu. Hahaha. Nak tengok kat wayang takda subtitle english pulak so terpaksa download la. Yeahh mari tengok movie banyak-banyak. Sekali sekala taknak layan korea pun bagus jugak. Drama korea typical sangat.